Sobbing till the end

I just finished chapter 29 of Breaking Dawn. I'm so worried, I mean I know Alice will come back and nobody will die but. Ugh. I've officially cried in all three books.

Twilight-Once, when she left the airport to find James

New Moon-Eight times, when EDWARD (AAAHHHH!!!) left, when Bella heard his voice, whenever Jacob said "The Cullens" and whenever Bealla was to afraid to say his name, so probably more than 8. I sobbed eight times OH OH OH! Also a totally started sobbing when it was like, October, November, December, January

Eclipse- At the graduation party-'Bella?' Edward's soft voice came from behind me. I turned to see him spring lightly up the porch steps, his hair windblown from running. He pulled me into his arms at once, just like he had in the parking lot, and kissed me again. This kiss frightened me. There was too much tension, too strong an edge to the way his lips crushed mine— like he was afraid we had only so much time left to us."

Oh also when Bella cut her arm w/ the rock to distract Victoria, that just brought me to tears.

And now in Breaking Dawn Twice- When Renesmee was born and when Esme was crying when they were looking for Alice

I'm having a hard time dealing with the fact that I have 9 CHAPTERS left of Edward Cullen 9 CHAPTERS of complete happiness...okay maybe that's a little melodramatic but... *sighing out loud*


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